Blog Drone writes: "Tom had bought a bottle of vodka while we were in line so we brought that back up to his room with some juice from the soda machine. Being given a revelation from god while we were talking on the phone-one that she felt a strong urge to pass on to me. Getting here a different way would mean almost certainly being a different person :-( You will almost certainly fail to live up to these ideals so you will be acutely disappointed in yourself. And you will most certainly never be so crass as to physically threaten me with your crude little toys. But he will be in southern california next weekend when im there and that could most certainly be amusing. This was when i was living in southern california and my mom was still married to my real father. When i was living in nice the entire postal system went on strike? That means that while i was living in my moms house i bought an average of 150 comics a year... That means that i only have 2 12 books left to read this semester. It breaks me to be so far from him but i only have a month left then we will have each other :-(

Yes it was an awful thing to do but she probably didnt mean it to embarass me. I think her coming was definitely a positive thing she awakened a lot in me even if it was painful at first and thats probably why it was so :0 I think i need to apologize to u for not being overly happy when i got off the phone with u last nighti was feeling a bit of my jealousy issues coming up. Okay let me think about what i need to do so that i can sort it out in my head and be all organized and stuff ;) As the days passed i began to think about what she had said. But it is done and i am glad even on the days when my love of you is so consuming i cannot eat. I been before but it is different when you got nice places to stay and eat and all that :* I have ready the story of b and my ishmael before but i want to get all his books in hardcover.

I dont want to get all traditional on you or anything. I dont want to fight i dont want to cause trouble all i ask is a little love and a little peace. But i dont want to hate her because i used to not hate her. I dont want to ignore breast cancer until someone i love dies from it or even worse i get it. I dont want to be a 30 year old woman in a wheel chair wrearing a diaper because i pee my pants ;-) Life value and mortality i dont want to be miserably living and blind to what society has created like the other robots of the world.

We have two but i dont want to use the other one. I dont want to watch something that will make me cry and then make me angry. I enjoy first-run episodes of the practice generally but i dont want to watch them in reruns :-( I could use the practice. Wondering if i could use your idea of using the last sentence of each entry as its tittle.

Time for bed,
-- Catty"